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In my garden I will bury your name
Veins unfurling is a scene I can’t shake
Now I’m mad and I don’t know why
I don’t know why I’m devastated
In a pinch it obliterates me

Now and then I will watch the crows
I taste the shroud of smoke
And I can’t dwell on what can’t be changed
It costs too much to leave

In the lightning storm I walked across the city to the docks
And thought about the days I never said a word
And as I start to sing I feel a tension in my chest
And if it overtakes me then it probably wouldn’t hurt
And if it overwhelms me then it probably wouldn’t hurt

A cradle rocks and bends and breaks it only takes a couple days to pass
I can’t see it manifesting all I have are memories of a mess

Maybe as you’ve said before
Change won’t scare me anymore
The sky has turned I turn my head away

As spring descends
In timelessness
Your will is spent

When there’s blood on my fingertips I just wanted this for myself
When you’re carving your name on my lips I just wanted this for myself
When I’m living outside of my skin I just wanted this for myself

Be still your thoughts will fade
Your voice just falls away
Entombed and locked away

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from A Choir Sings Outside My Window, released December 21, 2021

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Ryan Malloree Bellingham, Washington

Singer-songwriter from Bellingham, WA. Voted #1 sad-sack of the Pacific Northwest 5 years running.

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